I get someone to 'see me' and then what? A lot of comments from people I don't know some likes to add to the show that I have finally proven my worth Funny, how I used to care about metrics and mayhem raising the stakes so that I, fingers crossed, could say "I've finally made it" Only to sit back down in my fame and miss the quietness of not being known in my little home when only three people knew my name and, still, I was never alone I guess I've grown from the days of trying to 'make it' I guess I got bored of this path to the idea of 'assured success' Asserting myself in the noise and the mess I guess I want something different that, right now, I don't know I only have space for seeds to quietly sow I suppose I'm checking out of every rat race to do life at my own rhythm and pace
with love,
Emma
"I've finally made it"